I dont stop thinking about that i should start to write a blog while i was on board the ship, but everything was so confusing that im sure i would write the wrong impressions
right now im on a bus, its 13 of April 2011its 6 .25 pm,oim goping to Temuco , a city near to my home city Valdivia, the road scares me like al;ways...im listening music and im really trying to rememeber that feeling..but i cant.
everything is so beautiful now,the sky, the grass, the trees,cows and all the animals that i can see next to the road.The weather is perfect to me,sunny days but cold enough to wear scarf and jacket
the susnset is gorgeous today,full of clouds that seems to be burning and every now and then between the trees i can see little pieces of paradises.(well at least for me) a small lake, full of lotus flower surrounde by autumn tree
coloured yellow, red,brown and green.
Now my mp3 plays "Shiver/of Coldplay"...brings me a lot of memories, like every sopng that i listen. 2000 aprox,i was 19 trying to find what to do in my life,i was obssesed about UK, to learn english,and the music was in a period of nothing new around!
but i always remember Kurt Cobain's words "every 10 years comes to the light a band who change everything) that was Coldplay at the beginning of the new milenium (but everyones said that we were going to die...¬¬).that period i started to look the sky...literally.
im used to walk looking down, to the ground, no for being sad or something..its just like that...but in that period i used to feel that everything's possible.
this song is so romantic, and strong...i was inlove of this band,this album "Parachutes" but it was the only one really pure of the band.
"We r gonna be friends/ White stripes" aprox 10 years later...another band who makes me believe again in that the rock was nop dead.Now the sky looks orange with blue clouds, perfect for this song."This moment should last forever" i think.and then i think in how easy and simple is my
happiness.Im Soooo sensitive with music.u can nopt believe.Now one of the guys who i respect, cause his music is not really my style, but like musician and some songs r ok. "oh jenny dont be hasty-Paolo Nutini", nice chilled out music to play in guitar or for to walk on the streets in winter.^^
Now we r in San Jose, a small town near mine, its 19:15 pm.the lighs opn the street ar already on and on my playlist, coldplay again, this time with one of the most beautiful melodies and lyrics "The Scientist"...i even learned how to play it in piano.i can say that Coldplay was one of the band that
touched me deeply.i Love bands that can play simple chords and create great songs.
The guy next to me is falling sleep, i dont think that he understand english, middle age ,maybe my age, but its a guy eaten by the "machine and the system" he carries laptop and a cellphone who has ansewred at least 6 times, his boss, asking stupid questions.But he looks happy...its like this "no surprises" people.
and i think "i hope in a few years, when he will be really tired of his woprk life..will have the guts to fly away.is the only thing we really have.
ok..now its playing "3 Libras - a Perfect Circle"its a little bit darker but i can see still everything...and this song, its about when u feel so fucking alone even being next to your couple."you dont see me at all..."the strongest sentence in this song..beautiful,and very hard to play.A perfect circle plays with your mind
while u enjoy their music.Love them, but im more passional.like now..."Lets break the night with Color-Richard Ashcroft", and i have to stop here a little bit.This is one of the most passionate person in the world!
i love his music, his lyrics..hes SO pure, truth..omg for me hes like a guru playing...Every single song os full of power,feelings.u can never said that he plays without heart.Music straitgh from the guts and the heart.i LOVE IT!
Now. its 19:30 , my playlist went to a darkest place,but more confortable to me.Depeche Mode, and my fav song of them "HOME"
this song has so many meanings to me...maybe cause i dont have a home..i still dont find my place..or at least i dont feel any place as home...and i wish SO much to sing this song with tears in my eyes..."and i thank u, for bring me here, for showing me home, for singing this tears, finally i've belong here"...one of the strongest
lyrics in my head.and the distortioned guitar at the end plus the violoncellos.amazing.someday i will find my place, Home.
theres another song that talks about the same feeling,"maybe tomorrow-sterophonics" they sing.."maybe tomorrow.ill find my wayyy home".
now i think that maybe i wont paste this to the blog, i know its too long i can keep and keep going through the music.It would be someone that passioned aboput music like me? of course! but if u are still reading, for sure is because u like same music ..am i right?
see? ot doesnt has any sense ,any line,any context what im writing here,im not a good writer for sure.
OMG! "Paranoid Android- Radiohead"..and im speachless haha! cause its my fav band (alive) cause my fav really is Nirvana, but i need a whole book to talk about all nirvana songs.someday.
now sounds the beautiful chorus that says..."rain down...rain down on me, from the great high" ahhh..i love Thom yorke's voice, its so pure, hes no even a great singer..but his voice is the purest of all by now.hes the artist that i most admire.he lieves in a little small place of his own heart
singing about light and dark inside.Gorgeous...magnanimus! hehe.all his songs are amazing deep...i have a tattoo of Radiohead in my back, its cover art of Kid A. one of the albums thatc hanged my way to listen music.
"kill me sara, kill me again with love, its gonna be a glorious day"....this is "lucky-Radiohead" i love electrical guitar in this song,they can see the beautiful on grey and dark things too..like me, thats why i never feel depressed listening Radiohead, its like "a glorious" feeling.definetly the music of my dead or funeral.
now i just thought..." i should be paid for write what i feel about music" but that though dissapeared as quick as a reconginzed it as an egocentric dream.
awwwwww....and now the song of the guy next to me "No Surpirses-Radiohead"...the surrender song..."u look so tired and happy" hehe.i will ta
"i will take my quiet life handshake with carbonmonoxide,no alarms and no surprises...silence" Beautiful! how simple, smart and full of meaning lyrics and the music sounds like the one u play for put to sleep a kid.
"no alarms and no surprises please ..."
"Close to me - The Cure" Funny, beautiful and simple song about expectations ^^, i love to listen this song on important days of my life, like when i was trravelling to the ship,knowing that my life was going to change ^^.I love the video, locked inside a closet jumping from Dover's white reef.Beautiful.
its dark already, its 20 pm."the scary hour " for me..dunno why..but being on the streets at this time its scary...not night not day...this particular mix between sunset and night.¬¬.
anyway, i think we r in another small town called Loncoche.
yay!! "Alright-Supergrass" what a happy song, so fresh and truth...Love it! its like to make jelous everyone about the fact we r still young hehehe.this song always makes me smile and dance hehehe.Lovely and funny as hell english style video :).oh oh...im waving my hand two to the right two to the left at the rythm of this song XD.i dont care..i enjoy music so much!...
owwww a big big change. "The tourist-Radiohead"...uff strong song for me now...cause..i feel like a tourist in my own city..in my own house, a ghost.this is one of the songs that u love or hate.
till now i just met one guy (my good friend Paco) that really likes this song.i though "we must be connected in some way"...at least i know he feels the music so strong as me. with this song i think Thom is yelling at me "Hey man! slowww down! hey Idiot slow down!"...cause i really try to enjoy every minute of my life..but at the same time it goes so fast that im always thinking that im wasting my time...rush in the chest..always.
now the cities looks so far away...like a bunch of little lights that wants to imitate people...
"Lotus Flower-Radiohead" and their new album..king of limbs...im still listening to it.this song begings like a mix of a lot of RH songs.the voice of thom is Amazing! in this song.
this song and this album sound like feeling free.its a feeling that i used to taste lately.i dont know why..but i have this believe that some people in the world lives the same phases at the same time.
like my best friend Felipe and me...we r always feeling the same things..going into same paradigms,and im convinced that Thom Yorke is in the same as mine too.
lycirs and music confirm...i dont like to create music...but sometimes its just comes out.when im playing alone...eyes closed in a kind of trance.and the music its so similar to RH and Placebo.always this 2 bands....weird uh?
talking about placebo.."Special needs-Placebo"...."remember me?"....this reminds me of a crush that i had with a guy so much younger than me.he was like 9 years younger.but it was true,simple,silent,and amazing.it was just like for 3 weeks.
"just 19, dream obscene, i guess i thought u had the flavor"...amazing and so sexy song. ^^.
its very dark now...i can barely see the trees , i see shadows and clouds and the moon.every now and then u can see a house in the middle of nowhere, lights on..and u can see them sitting having dinner,so nice.
uh..."Diamond Eyes-Deftones"...this guy makes himself the sexiest just for his voice...its the way, the lyrics and the passion he expend singing."time will see us realined,diamond rain across the sky" Sexy music,send me to another state of mine.
"Safety dance-mens without hats" i love this song..but i will never understand why the guy its always so serious singing heheh.but thats the good the song."Everybody's taking the chance", someone invite you to a mysterius place where u can act and dance how u like.heheh Love the video, the medieval town.:)
"money to Burn-Richard Ashcroft" my mentor again!...this song is..what i feel about enjoying life and about money.i really hate money,but if i have to play the game...here im to enjoy.and richard invites you to his life to enjoy,to burn money,cause this really doesnt matter.i Love the video, so free
playing on the steerts.hes really the lucky man ^^.
"maybe Tomorrow- stereophonics" talks about hhaving a great life...all u need is there..but still this emptiness inside...maybe tomorrow..we will find our way home.i really hope and dream about it.then u can really enjoy.the video represent very well the meaning of the song. and i Love the fact that its in B&W.
My fav song of the summer!! "White feather/ Wolfmother" this song means a lot now to me, it was about 2010, january, i was getting out of a long rlationshiop in wich -i dunno why-i private myself of the hthings i love.friends, phorography,dreams,beer,etc.. and this song make me feel when i went out of everything and i start to feel complete again.walking on the streets,with my camera listening music, this song was my favourite.I love this song for that reason
"somebody its trying to say that its all right now" ^^.
"Televators- Mars Volta"...this band blowed my mind since the moment i heard it.like happened with Placebo and Portishead.
this song its so beautiful, well no the lyrics..talks about a guy who suicide "stalk to grown..u should have seen the course that flew right by you,page of concrete"...music is amazing..this song is in my heart, and the video its amazing too.brings you to the very feeling of the song.
the voice of this guy is INCREDIBLE AMAZING...he can scream as well as he can wisper the sweetest lyrics.
"Do you want to- Franz ferdinand"..hehe this song is HILARIOUS! so smatr and funny.Lov it..this song always make me smile cause its so sarcastic...lyricns and music.
"his a famous friend and i blow him before you!" haaha..its about the fucking snobs, and now i remember Andrii, my Ukranian photographher friend on board, we always talked about snobs, or in my country known like "Shupers" XD.
"here we r in this transvision party, i love your friends, they look so Arty" XD. GREAT!...lucky..youre so lucky.
now im goin to finish this for now...cause it suposed that we get to the city at 9 and its 8 40.pm everything is dark now...a little bit down..everyone sleeping..im going to see friends..so..im ok.
Plus..i need a cigarette.
Pd> sorry orthography mistakes,i was just litening some music on my way trying to describe what i feel while im listening.
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